Jessica Here For Life: Mind vs. Self-expression

Point: Justifying participation's in the mind as real experiences of self-expression within one moment of breathe that I lost by accepting/allowing the persistence in the mind.

Emotions: Denial through not wanting to see/realize that I'm in actuality participating in the mind by creating justifications that I'm already here in breathe. Having energetic reactions of denial through not wanting to see/realize what I have actually accepted/allowed through mind-projection manifestations that I created through my own acceptance/allowance in relation what is actually here in the physical for what is best for all. Accepting/allowing the persistence in the mind by creating defense mechanisms of fear for not wanting to see/realize what I have created through self-definitions that I have accepted/allowed within experiencing myself less than fear, less than all the manifestations of this world through accepting/allowing inferiority through creating this: "Pyramid Scheme" of importance.

Feelings: Having experiences of feelings that I'm depicting as warmth that I'm experiencing in the center of my chest when being here in the moment that I'm justifying as a real experience of self-expression within denial that I'm not wanting to see/realize within one moment of breathe that I lost. Justifying the participation of the mind by participating in energetic reactions of entertainment/distraction by putting movie/mind-projections in my mind that I'm reacting within through feeling satisfied like a walking/talking television through claiming holographic simulations as real experiences of self, as self.

1.2.2 Words: Less than. Inferior. Lack of self-worth. Lack of direction through comparison of others in relation to the ego. Within the participation of looking at this mind-construct within and as words the origin is all about lack of self-worth by feeling/experiencing/identifying/defining/justifying through experiencing myself as less than those around me through identification and having lack of self-worth through comparison in relation to the ego through energetic transference that I'm depicting as a real experience of self.

Pictures that are formed within the point of justifying self as here within a moment of breathe I lost in relation to feeling inferior within comparison of others are comprised mostly of pictures of other people and never of myself by this mind-projection of placing these pictures of how someone suppose to be within self-presentation within experiencing comparison through others by influence.

Memory is of sitting on a bench in school in elementary school and experiencing myself as someone that is incapable of human interaction for comparing myself to others through self-expression by experiencing myself as inferior to everyone else, thus being influenced through this presentation of pictures by believing that someone suppose to express themselves a certain way in this world.

Looking at the thought in practical application for supporting self:

Trigger Point:

This thought is stimulated because this is more or less one of the most extensive energetic means for the mind in order to have some source for maintaining the participation's within the mind. Plus, most of the time I'm alone in the first place and that triggers some past-experiences of experiencing myself as inferior by claiming that one suppose to be represent this certain demeanor in order for expressing oneself. So within the point of justifying the participation of the mind I'm in actuality experiencing myself as less than in order to change which is against the starting point of oneness and equality for what is best for all.

Type of Thought: Experiencing myself as inferior within having no self-worth within comparison of those around my through claiming one most present expression a certain way in order to maintain themselves in this world for not experiencing an emotion of lack of self-worth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for justifying participation's in the mind as real experiences of self-expression within one moment of breathe that I lost by accepting/allowing the persistence in the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in the thought of justification through perceiving/claiming/defining/thinking/judging/assuming myself as inferior and than justify the participation's of the mind as real experiences of self-expression within one moment of breathe that I lost by accepting/allowing the participation of the persistence of the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to depict that I lost a moment of breathe by accepting/allowing the participation of the persistence of the mind through justification by experiencing myself as inferior.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in the thought of justification through perceiving/claiming/defining/thinking/judging/assuming myself as inferior and not seeing/realizing that through participating in the mind-construct of inferior I'm also participating in superior, thus creating a polarity manifestation within separation of self for what is best for the mind within self-interest.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in the thought of justification through perceiving/claiming/defining/thinking/judging/assuming myself as inferior and not seeing/realizing within that moment that I'm separating self from self, as self, by actually defining myself as an individual person and isn't equal to anyone else within oneness and equality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to identify myself as less to such an extent where I'm experiencing myself as inferior in relation to self-sabotage through self-process by comparison of those around me that I'm accepting/allowing as confirmations and validations as real self-definitions of self, as self.

I forgive myself for accepting/allowing myself to participate in a though that was/is: past-experiences that I'm identifying as real through the reaction that I'm already identifying as real through my own given confirmation/validation within that point of having no self-worth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to experience self as less through having no self-worth within influence that I'm participating in through identifying others perceptions as confirmation/validations as self-definitions of self.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to experience myself as less than through the influence of participating within identifying others as confirmation/validations as self-definitions of self and than let those confirmations/validations self-sabotage process by remaining here consistent within breathe by participating in the persistence of the mind that I'm identifying as real through justification within moment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to self-sabotage process within self-forgiveness and self-honesty by not remaining here consistent within breathe by participating in the persistence of the mind that I'm identifying as real through justification within moment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to value a moment of breathe through the value that I'm projecting onto the moment by justifying when participating in the mind is acceptable within a moment that I'm taking for granted within self-interest for what is best for the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to value a moment of breathe through the value that I'm projecting onto the moment by justifying when participating in the mind by what self is facing through the extensive amount of self is facing within the fear that is placed within that particular moment.

I forgive myself for accepting/allowing myself for sustaining the most extensive energetic means for the mind in order to have some source for maintaining the participation's within the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing self to maintain a mind-construct in relation to experiencing fear of change for re-birthing self in the physical for what is best for all within the principle of oneness and equality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to self-sabotage process through maintaining a mind-construct in relation to experiencing fear of change for re-birthing self in the physical for what is best for all within the principle of oneness and equality.

I forgive myself for accepting/allowing myself to triggers some past-experiences of experiencing myself as inferior by claiming that one suppose to be represent this certain demeanor in order for expressing oneself when being in the presence of self.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing for justifying the participation of the mind I'm in actuality experiencing myself as less than in order to change which is against the starting point of oneness and equality for what is best for all.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for experiencing myself as inferior within having no self-worth within comparison of those around my through claiming one most present expression a certain way in order to maintain themselves in this world for not experiencing an emotion of lack of self-worth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe there is a certain form of expressing oneself when that would imply limitation of self in relation to the contradictory means of oneness and equality within self-expression.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to place mind-projection ideas onto outside-forces through influence of self-expression by confirmation/validation that I'm placing onto others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that self-expression and integration based on information for what is acceptable in relation to influence is actual self-expression and express no means of difference.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing and allowing myself to integrate expression within the mind based on information for what is acceptable in relation to influence is actual self-expression and express no means of difference.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to integrate expression within the mind based on information for what is acceptable in relation to influence is actual self-expression and expression no means of difference, thus become this idea of expression for acceptance of others within fear of expression.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear unconditional self-expression within the fears of ridicule that I'm confirming/validating as real self-definitions of self, as self.

Having experiences of feelings that I'm depicting as warmth that I'm experiencing in the center of my chest when being here in the moment that I'm justifying as a real experience of self-expression within denial that I'm not wanting to see/realize within one moment of breathe that I lost. Justifying the participation of the mind by participating in energetic reactions of entertainment/distraction by putting movie/mind-projections in my mind that I'm reacting within through feeling satisfied like a walking/talking television through claiming holographic simulations as real experiences of self, as self.

Specific shade of self-sabotage within participating in justifications through denial that I'm accepting/allowing are means of subtle inferiority that I'm using as a self-definition of self. Also the feeling reaction of warmth that I'm experiencing in the center of my chest is a self-reflection of attachments towards happiness and beauty within not wanting/realizing that what is here in the physical are self-reflections that I'm equally responsible for and merely wanting to attach myself to imaginations of peace that doesn't exist at this moment.

The reaction feeling that I'm participating in through experiencing myself as warmth in my chest is a defense mechanism for marveling in ignorance of not see/realizing that I'm justifying a moment of participating in the mind. Also claiming there are matters of happiness and beauty for not wanting to self-realize that I must change myself within this process of self-realization, thus creating ideas of hope are the forms of holding onto attachments of death within consciousness for not see/realizing that I'm self-responsible for the physical manifestations here in real time for what is best for all within the principle of oneness and equality. Emotional reaction of denial is participating in lack of self-worth through having to face self for what is here and creating justifications of feeling through beauty and happiness of defense mechanisms of not wanting to realize, self-realization.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for participating in denial through not wanting to see/realize that I'm in actuality participating in the mind by creating justifications that I'm already here in breathe.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create justification so I don't have to remain here in breathe, but in the sedation of the mind where nothing is realized.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create defense mechanisms where I participate in denial through not wanting to see/realize that I'm in actuality participating in the mind by creating justifications that I'm already here in breathe.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having energetic reactions of denial through not wanting to see/realize what I have actually accepted/allowed through mind-projection manifestations that I created through my own acceptance/allowance in relation what is actually here in the physical for what is best for all.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for accepting/allowing the persistence in the mind by creating defense mechanisms of fear for not wanting to see/realize what I have created through self-definitions that I have accepted/allowed within experiencing myself less than fear, less than all the manifestations of this world through accepting/allowing inferiority through creating this: "Pyramid Scheme" of importance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create forms of separation by creating self-definitions that I have accepted/allowed within experiencing myself less than fear, less than all the manifestations of this world through accepting/allowing inferiority through creating this: "Pyramid Scheme" of importance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for having experiences of feelings that I'm depicting as warmth that I'm experiencing in the center of my chest when being here in the moment that I'm justifying as a real experience of self-expression within denial that I'm not wanting to see/realize within one moment of breathe that I lost.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for justifying moment as a real experience of self-expression within denial that I'm not wanting to see/realize within one moment of breathe that I lost.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for justifying the participation of the mind by participating in energetic reactions of entertainment/distraction by putting movie/mind-projections in my mind that I'm reacting within through feeling satisfied like a walking/talking television through claiming holographic simulations as real experiences of self, as self.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for reacting within through feeling satisfied like a walking/talking television through claiming holographic simulations as real experiences of self, as self.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for participating in through experiencing myself as warmth in my chest is a defense mechanism for marveling in ignorance of not seeing/realizing that I'm justifying a moment of participating in the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating pretty pictures of escaping what is here in the physical by experiencing myself as warmth in my chest in relation to marveling in ignorance for not seeing/realizing that I'm justifying a moment of participating in the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create polarity manifestations within "beauty" and "ugly" within relation to marveling in ignorance for not see/realizing that I'm justifying a moment of participating in the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create polarity manifestations within "happiness" and "sadness" within relation to marveling in ignorance for not seeing/realizing that I'm justifying a moment of participating in the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create polarity manifestations within relation to marveling in ignorance for not seeing/realizing that I'm justifying a moment of participating in the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for claiming there are matters of happiness and beauty for not wanting to self-realize that I must change myself within this process of self-realization, thus creating ideas of hope are the forms of holding onto attachments of death within consciousness for not see/realizing that I'm self-responsible for the physical manifestations here in real time for what is best for all within the principle of oneness and equality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear changing self within this process of self-realization, thus creating ideas of hope through holding onto attachments of death within consciousness for not seeing/realizing that I'm self-responsible for the physical manifestations here in real time for what is best for all within the principle of oneness and equality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for participating in emotional reactions of denial in relation through participating in lack of self-worth through having to face self for what is here and creating justifications of feeling through beauty and happiness of defense mechanisms of not wanting to realize, self-realization.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not see/realizing that I'm responsible for the physical manifestations here in real time for what is best for all with the principle of oneness and equality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have preconceptions and self-definitions of the word inferior, thus allowing collections of pictures/ideas to pop up when writing this word.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have preconceptions and self-definitions of words, thus allowing collections of pictures/ideas to pop up when writing a word. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not stating words equal to me and have self-awareness for what I'm actually saying. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not use words as the living word, but means of separation for supporting consciousness. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to formulate lack of direction through comparison of others in relation to the ego within one word.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not self-realizing participation of looking at this mind-construct within and as words the origin is all about lack of self-worth by feeling/experiencing/identifying/defining/justifying through experiencing myself as less than those around me through identification and having lack of self-worth through comparison in relation to the ego through energetic transference that I'm depicting as a real experience of self.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the word inferiority to pictures of slaves and people that are working for such low rates=Industrial Revolution.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word inferiority and from pictures of slaves and people that are working for such low rates=Industrial Revolution through defining inferiority within pictures of slaves and people that are working for such low rates=Industrial Revolution in separation of self.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word inferiority and from not intelligent through preconceptions that one must be a certain way in order to have this certain stature through society through defining inferiority within being intelligent through preconceptions that one must be a certain way in order to have this certain stature through society in separation of self.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word inferiority and from connecting the word inferiority to less than through defining inferiority with connecting the word inferiority to less than in separation of self.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word inferiority and from connecting the word inferiority to alone through defining inferiority with connecting the word inferiority to alone in separation of self.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word inferiority and from connecting the word inferiority to being incapable of communication through defining inferiority with connecting the word inferiority to being incapable of communication in separation of self.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word inferiority and from connecting the word inferiority to separation through defining inferiority with connecting the word inferiority to separation in separation of self.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word inferiority and from connecting the word inferiority to government through defining inferiority with connecting the word inferiority to government in separation of self.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word inferiority and from connecting the word inferiority to division through defining division with connecting the word inferiority to division in separation of self.

I forgive myself from accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word inferiority and from connecting the word inferiority to dictatorship through defining dictatorship with connecting the word inferiority to dictatorship in separation of self.

I forgive myself from accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word inferiority and from connecting the word inferiority to monarchy through defining monarchy with connecting the word inferiority to monarchy in separation of self.

I forgive myself from accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from the word inferiority and from connecting the word inferiority to royalty through defining royalty with connecting the word inferiority to royalty in separation of self.

Drawing/writing out a picture-representation:

Me looking at pictures of nature through ignorance of not seeing/realizing what's behind these pictures that I'm justifying within my participation of mind-projecting ideas of apparent rationalization onto nature that I'm judging through classification from the pictures that I'm seeing through the mind as consciousness.

Looking around through walking in reverse for not actually seeing what I'm seeing in actuality and being surrounded through ignorance of judging what I'm experiencing. The surroundings is a fair on a hill where everything is quiet.

This picture represents how I use pictures through imagination for not wanting to see/realize what is here in the physical and not consciousness, thus participating in the mind is where justification is acceptable within the mind perception that I'm creating for accepting/allowing energetic transference of the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for participating through experiencing myself as warmth in my chest is a defense mechanism for marveling in ignorance of not see/realizing that I'm justifying a moment of participating in the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for not see/realizing that I'm justifying a moment of participating in the mind through experiencing myself as warmth in my chest by creating a defense mechanism within marveling in ignorance.

I forgive myself from accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from justifying a moment of participating in the mind through experiencing myself as warmth in my chest by creating a defense mechanism within marveling in ignorance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating an emotional reaction of denial is participating in lack of self-worth through having to face self for what is here and creating justifications of feeling through beauty and happiness of defense mechanisms of not wanting to realize, self-realization.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for looking at pictures of nature through ignorance of not seeing/realizing what's behind these pictures that I'm justifying within my participation of mind-projecting ideas of apparent rationalization onto nature that I'm judging through classification from the pictures that I'm seeing through the mind as consciousness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for looking around through walking in reverse for not actually seeing what I'm seeing in actuality and being surrounded through ignorance of judging what I'm experiencing.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for participating in pictures through imagination for not wanting to see/realize what is here in the physical and not consciousness, thus participating in the mind is where justification is acceptable within the mind perception that I'm creating for accepting/allowing energetic transference of the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for creating defense mechanisms through imagination for not wanting to see/realize what I'm creating through accepting/allowing energetic transference of the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for participating in pictures through justification within the mind perception that I'm creating for accepting/allowing energetic transference of the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for participating in pictures through energetic transference of the mind through pictures of accepting/allowing the participation for not wanting to see/realize what is here in the physical and not consciousness, thus participating in the mind is where justification is acceptable within the mind perception that I'm creating for accepting/allowing energetic transference of the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for participating in pictures through the mind within justification is acceptable within the mind perception that I'm creating for accepting/allowing energetic transference of the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for connecting justifying participation's in the mind as real experiences of self-expression within one moment of breathe that I lost by accepting/allowing the persistence in the mind to pictures through imagination for not wanting to see/realize what is here in the physical and not consciousness, thus participating in the mind is where justification is acceptable within the mind perception that I'm creating for accepting/allowing energetic transference of the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for connecting justifying participation's in the mind as real experiences of self-expression within one moment of breathe that I lost by accepting/allowing the persistence in the mind to participating in pictures through energetic transference of the mind through pictures of accepting/allowing the participation for not wanting to see/realize what is here in the physical and not consciousness, thus participating in the mind is where justification is acceptable within the mind perception that I'm creating for accepting/allowing energetic transference of the mind.

Point: Being gullible through taking experiences of influence seriously within comparing myself to others through self-expression by experiencing myself as inferior to everyone else.

The apparent importance within this memory is holding onto self-definitions of the past that I have always been identified through classification of being a mute that is incompetent of communicating with others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be gullible through taking experiences of influence seriously within comparing myself to others through self-expression by experiencing myself as inferior to everyone else.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from being gullible through taking experiences of influence seriously within comparing myself to others through self-expression by experiencing myself as inferior to everyone else through separation of self.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself through separation by being gullible through taking experiences of influence seriously within comparing myself to others through self-expression by experiencing myself as inferior to everyone else through separation of self.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to experience myself as inferior to everyone else through separation of self by defining myself through separation by being gullible through taking experiences of influence seriously within comparing myself to others through self-expression.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for taking experience of influence within being gullible seriously within comparing myself to others through self-expression by experiencing myself as inferior to everyone else.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in apparent importance within this memory is holding onto self-definitions of the past that I have always been identified through classification of being a mute that is incompetent of communicating with others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for holding onto self-definitions of being mute in relation to being incompetent of communicating with others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold classifications of identifications as self-definitions of the past of being incompetent with communicating with others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use self-definitions of memories of the past as attachments for holding onto the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold onto the mind through self-definitions of memories of the past that I'm attached too.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be attached to memories of self-definitions that I'm holding onto within the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect justifying participation's in the mind as real experiences of self-expression within one moment of breathe that I lost by accepting/allowing the persistence in the mind to importance within this memory is holding onto self-definitions of the past that I have always been identified through classification of being a mute that is incompetent of communicating with others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect justifying participation's in the mind as real experiences of self-expression within one moment of breathe that I lost by accepting/allowing the persistence in the mind to separate myself from being gullible through taking experiences of influence seriously within comparing myself to others through self-expression by experiencing myself as inferior to everyone else through separation of self.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect justifying participation's in the mind as real experiences of self-expression within one moment of breathe that I lost by accepting/allowing the persistence in the mind to define myself through separation by being gullible through taking experiences of influence seriously within comparing myself to others through self-expression by experiencing myself as inferior to everyone else through separation of self.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect justifying participation's in the mind as real experiences of self-expression within one moment of breathe that I lost by accepting/allowing the persistence in the mind to experience myself as inferior to everyone else through separation of self by defining myself through separation by being gullible through taking experiences of influence seriously within comparing myself to others through self-expression.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect justifying participation's in the mind as real experiences of self-expression within one moment of breathe that I lost by accepting/allowing the persistence in the mind to taking experience of influence within being gullible seriously within comparing myself to others through self-expression by experiencing myself as inferior to everyone else.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect justifying participation's in the mind as real experiences of self-expression within one moment of breathe that I lost by accepting/allowing the persistence in the mind to participate in apparent importance within this memory is holding onto self-definitions of the past that I have always been identified through classification of being a mute that is incompetent of communicating with others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect justifying participation's in the mind as real experiences of self-expression within one moment of breathe that I lost by accepting/allowing the persistence in the mind for holding onto self-definitions of being mute in relation to being incompetent of communicating with others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect justifying participation's in the mind as real experiences of self-expression within one moment of breathe that I lost by accepting/allowing the persistence in the mind to hold classifications of identifications as self-definitions of the past of being incompetent with communicating with others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect justifying participation's in the mind as real experiences of self-expression within one moment of breathe that I lost by accepting/allowing the persistence in the mind to use self-definitions of memories of the past as attachments for holding onto the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect justifying participation's in the mind as real experiences of self-expression within one moment of breathe that I lost by accepting/allowing the persistence in the mind to hold onto the mind through self-definitions of memories of the past that I'm attached too.

Jessica Here For Life

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